MR AWESOME

Hey Guys,

This post is about I just being ME and loving MYSELF. Over the last few days and I guess in some ways all through out my life, I realized from time to time, I was trying to be someone else, I was trying too hard to change, I was telling myself if I did this like how he does I would seem more classy. Yes, things happen in life that change you, experiences you have make you grow but at no point should you force yourself to be something or someone. At no point should you ever feel what you are ,is lesser than what some one else is at it.

We are constantly surrounded by amazing people. Our friends, our family, our special ones, all beautiful people inside and out. They are great and you love them because of the person they are and think about it they love you because you are the way you are. If you are trying to be someone else or trying to be them, it's no good because that somebody is already taken and the only person you can truly honestly be is you. You need to love you, you are just how you were meant to be and you with your perfections and imperfections makes the world around you better and different.

What does this mean? Atmesh, why are you saying this? Well ,I realized that I had started doing something a lot, that honestly was not something anyone should ever do. I started pushing myself down and started apologizing for who I was. I told myself, Atmesh you speak a lot you are probably annoying, Atmesh you are too unemotional sometimes, Atmesh stop hugging people all the time it can suffocate them, Atmesh start working out people will like you better if you had abs. Well you get the point. Anyway so doing this made me insecure and question in someways the very basis of who is Atmesh?

And then after a while, I was like this is bullshit. I freaking love myself and I am awesome. I have people around me that love me just the way I am and I need to see the good things about that. If I didn't talk as much I would be a bore, if I wasn't unemotional I wouldn't have my rationality, if I stopped hugging people I missed being hugged and hugs are pretty awesome. I don't need to be sorry or insecure of who I am. This is me and it's always going to be me.

So yeah, I just wanted to tell you guys, having insecurities is normal and to sometimes not exactly love the person you are is normal too. But every time you feel that way you have to constantly remind yourself of the people you have around you and all the amazing things you have done because I am what I am. Alright I'll end this rant now but remember

I AM AWESOME. I AM KIND.I AM PERFECT. I AM UNIQUE. I AM WHAT I AM and
YOU love ME.

Love,
A freaking fantabulous and exceptionally awesome blogger.