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The concept of time has eluded me always.There have been instances like the time when I lost someone dear for the first time ,it seemed longer than my entire childhood and there have been times when i taste success which seem fleetingly an hour long ...not long enough perhaps.This entry is coming at one of the confused phases of my life when I would just give up on everything and let things happen.
Well to begin with I didn't actually ace my exams as i had expected.For the amount of work you put in if you don't get what you deserved it hurts real bad.Teachers too haven't been appreciative about me lately. On the better side i spent the weekend back in Chennai roaming around the city which just happened to celebrate it 375th birthday.Travelling the length and breath of the city ,the most magical moments were at the beach.Even though I prefer being called a "Mumbai Waala" the city has always been very kind ,generous and affectionate to me.
One of my best buddy is moving out of India and as a farewell I dedicate these two lines from E E Cummins's classic work "I don't know what about you closes or opens,Only a little part of me understands."All the best buddy.I will miss you big time.love ya.
Life is like a tight rope where I have to keep balancing myself , while I begin to lose myself to the people I love and people who love me.I would keep this entry small. Through out the see saws of life with all the ups and downs standing up to people's expectations and interpretations about what you should do , as you try doing what you wish to ,accepting all the dissent you need to pull up a balanced act while walking this rope.You might slip but do not fall for you have a part to play in this world.
confused blogger
